Patrina's story

CoZ We'Re AweSome JuZ Like ThaT

2011-01-17T23:50:00.000-08:00

Alright so I had school today and went to clementi to give out some flyers

with my team mates for our up coming event ~

We went door to door to speak with the neighbors..

Its soo hot and tiring that we had like sweat patches on our backs..

Eeww ! =/

But anyways..

Thank God most of the neighnors are nice, cute

(referring to the chubby adorable little babies *screams*) or they're not home..

Hahas.. xD

So after that I went back home, really exhausted..

Rest and bathe before heading to work! ^_^

The people there are pretty nice ~

Not to mention funny too!

They really make it a fun place to work in ~ xD

After work Baby, Maureen and Ken came down and waited for me ~=B

And we went to Mac to have some snacks and

snap tons of awesome pictures with Maureen's Lappy !

Hahaha !!

The Misses One Eyes ~ xD

Mr Heart Shape Nostril .. Haha

Mr One Eyed Ogre !!

Maggie Mees ~~~~

I come in peace !!

Gigantic assets ~! YEAH MAN!

ET coomme hooomme ~

Square face freak

Say hello to Mic Face, Pear Face and Grape Face .. ^_^

Hell has no fury like a woman's scorn !! RARH !!

Alright guess that's it..

Gotta head to bed soon ~

Hahas..

Hope you guys had an awesome day and will have an awesome day ahead.. lol

Nitez ~

xoxoxo

happy 2 years anniversary BooBoo ! ^_^

2010-12-12T15:30:00.000-08:00

Yesterday while I was working.. I anxiously waited for today to come ..

I was wondering will BooBoo remember what day it is ??

What will he get me ?? =/

Everyone in my workplace was practically talking about Zouk-Out..

Customers and colleagues as well..

A few customers even asked where they could purchase the tickets..

Hahas..

You should have seen the queue for the Zouk-Out tickets, man~

They will only start selling at 6 pm at the pavilion btw..

But at about 4 pm the queue was already there ..

From the pavilion aaaaaaaaaaaallll the way till Sand Bar !! O_O

Scary ~

So 1 of my colleague actually offered to pay for the tickets but.. Nah ~

Heez ..

So BooBoo came down to fetch me after work ! =B

We head down to Vivo and had Long John !! *yum yum*

While eating, he told me that he'll be meeting Ken at JP ..

So here goes ~

8 pM :

He left to JP to meet Ken and his gf, Maureen. He told me that he's gonna help Ken carry some stuff and have some man-to-man talk ~ -_-"

9.3o pM :

Came back and told me that we will be eating and slacking with Maureen at 11.30pm.

11.3o pM :

Met Maureen and we had supper and i kept looking at BooBoo's watch all the time.

12:12 aM :

Pointed to my BooBoo the time.. It was exactly 12:12am 12.12 Sunday. I looked at him grumpily. He just sayang my head and said orh deardear so disappointed again.

I was like so angry and upset lahs! Then i kept on pinching and whacking him. And I kept whining and complaining to Maureen. But she kept laughing and my bf keeping saying that he'll make me regret and I will definitely sayang him later.

After supper, we went under Maureen's block to slack. But she say she needed to use the toilet hence she went up 1st. After awhile, BooBoo said he wanted to see if his friend is still staying around that area so he left me alone under the block.

So I took his phone to play some games while waiting for them to come down ~

And about 10 mins later both of them appeared from the back with a cake and a sunflower ~! xD

Pretty, pretty sunflower ~

BooBoo said that I'm his only sunshine ~

Hehe .. x)

Pretty cake which he decorated himself.. Hehe ~

He said the pig was me ~ =C

I love what he wrote at the side of the cake ..

It says "你是我的唯一" which means you are my only ~ (*^.^*)

THank you BooBoo for the surprise and Maureen for your help too ! =D

Muuuuuuaaaaacccccckkkkss ~~~!! ^_^

♥ ♥ ♥

PS. I know i look like crap ~ BLEAH! xP

Me, BooBoo and Maureen chit chat under her block for awhile when it started to rain like mad..

So we stayed till about 1.3o am and left when the rain was stopping ~

Hehe..

So happy !~

Imma happy girl ~!!

Hahas..

So right now i'm gonna prepare soon..

Gonna head down to WM for a movie ~!

Toodles ~!

xoxoxo,

Patrina ♥

BlackBerry Bold 9000 in WHITE !!! :D

2010-05-07T12:45:00.000-07:00

Wait for me baby .. I'm gonna getcha soon ~ =)

6 Personality traits to admire and acquire

2010-02-10T21:31:00.000-08:00

Saw this on Yahoo! and find it very very true ..

6 Personality traits to admire and acquire

I’ve written numerous articles and posts on difficult people, personalities and relationships: Everything from Manipulative Marys to Bullies in the workplace to people who break boundaries to toxic relationships. Let’s face it: In life, we come across all kinds! As humans, we often focus on those who are negative or toxic leaving it difficult to appreciate those who are positive and healthy. Seeking out individuals with healthy, positive traits, however, may do a lot of good. The more we can surround ourselves with those who are positive and healthy, the more we may model those positive behaviors.

If you really think about it, once in awhile you come across a person who knocks you off your socks…legitimately. Maybe they have a fantastic outlook on life, even during difficult times. Maybe they are really humble, although they are extremely gifted. Maybe they make you feel special. All of these are good.

Below, I've listed some of the traits I admire most in people. Although I could probably list a dozen characteristics, I thought I’d list those that seem to be the rarest or most difficult to find.

1. Selflessness:

In a world where many people don’t have the time or the interest in others, selflessness is a quality that seems to be less and less common. People can be selfless in the time they give, the ability to listen, their level of patience and the love that they give. Those who are giving and generous in nature have the power to make others feel loved, appreciated and special. While those who are self-absorbed tend to do the exact opposite.

2. Tolerance:

Those people who are tolerant make us feel comfortable with who we are and special as individuals. All of us are different, and many of us have quirks and idiosyncrasies. After all, these differences make the world go round. Having the ability to accept people for who they are and not expect them to be who we want them to be is important in life, happiness and in the health of our relationships.

3. Genuineness:

Having the ability to be real, authentic and honest is unique in a world where we put so much emphasis on the superficial. Feeling comfortable in one’s skin and being true to one’s self is one of the most beautiful traits one can possess. To have a REAL relationship with someone requires honesty…it requires hearing and giving input or feedback that may not always be popular…it means having the strength to tell it like it is and to not be afraid to face the consequences for doing so…it means loving people for who they really are…deep down…and not for what they appear to be.

4. Sensitivity:

So often we are focused on what is important to ourselves that we can forget about those around us. Those who are sensitive are often thoughtful, appreciative and loving, in a way that makes you feel understood, valued and respected. Often, sensitive people are also self-aware, making them mindful of how they impact others with what they do and say.

5. Integrity:

Call me cynical, but I think this characteristic is especially difficult to find. In a time when people will do things that are underhanded to make an extra buck (Bernie Madoff…can you hear me?), expose their personal lives to the public so they can be famous (balloon boy’s dad and any other reality TV mongers) and do what feels good in the moment without necessarily thinking of the consequences (Tiger Woods), integrity is a characteristic that is especially unique today.

6.Humility:

Whether someone is super-smart, extremely talented or drop-dead gorgeous, there is something extra special about them if they don’t come across as though they know it all the time. Humility in those that possess extraordinary traits make others feel special too.

Oh boy the list could go on! What characteristics do you admire in others? Are there any that you want to cultivate?

Genuineness .. Seems like alot of people have the lack of this personality .. Have had enough of betrayal and plastics .. Don't pretend to like me when you don't .. I'm fine with not having friends like you .. Thank you very much .. =)

SOME-BOOOOOOO-DEE

2009-09-15T12:33:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh ~
Its been so long since i last updated my blog ...

I have nothing much to blog anyway ...
I've got no life man !!!
But anyways i've something to show you guys ~
Have a good laugh !!! xD

LIKE A SOME-BOO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0OOO0O0O0O0O-DEE

HOW DID IT HAPPENED

2009-05-04T16:45:00.000-07:00

Heys ~

Have been rather down lately ~

Everything seems to be going against me ...

There are things in life that i wanna have it,

but yet it will run away from me or avoid me ~

While if i don't want it, all the it will come to me, huanting me ~

It can be disappointing and heart breaking to know

that someone whom you have trusted all along,

betrayed you ~

Like what in the world is that supposed to mean ?

Why bother being friends with me if you're gonna hurt me ?

Why cant you just be frank and say it to my face that you don't like me

instead of playing around with my feelings like that ?

Haiz ~

If i have done or said anything wrong why can't you tell me ?

Forget it ...

It's not gonna change anything now anyway ~

STARTING OF SCHOOL

2009-04-13T15:07:00.000-07:00

Aloha ~

Today's the first day of school ... =]

Waited for Soh Soh and went to school together ...

Boring as i expected ...

Nothing much ... =/

Videos, campus tour, talking ... -_-"

Class advisor held a spot check a while ago ...

Many students were like "Eh cher can lahs", "Eh cher hair natural colour lahs"

Hahas ...

And the class advisor said my hair was unacceptable lors ... =(

Me and some other classmates went to see the disciplinary people

to check if it's ok ...

Then the disciplinary also said my hair wasn't acceptable lahs ...

Sian ...

Not only that ...

They keep saying i look darn sleepy ...

They even thought that i was on drugs can !!!

HELLO !!!

I'M JUST FREAKING TIRED LORS !!!

Who the hell wouldn't look sleepy if they slept late, woke up early and

then work till midnight, slept late and wake up early again ???

This week i only have 2 days off can ???

I'm like so hardworking lahs ...

Still say i take drugs ... >=(

If everyone looks sleepy and haggard mean all of them take drugs meh ???

Crap !

And and ...

Baby's been such a meanie lately ...

He don't care about me le !!!

My gatal don't love me anymore !!! T.T

Humph !!!

Pu you!!!

BYE !

I'M BORED

2009-03-21T15:10:00.000-07:00

Aloha ~

Was bored hence i decided to browse through my hp and upload some pictures ! =D

I took this quite some time ago ...

It's super nice right right ? xD

Sigh ~

I'm gonna quit my job soon ...

Faster zi lian with my uniform, in my favourite working place !!! (gourmet kitchen)

TBP = Tiong Bahru Plaza =D

ARGH !!! DARK CIRCLES !!!

Much better ~ =D

Baby has been really sweet to me ~
He never fails to fetch me to and from work everytime i work ! =)

Love you baby ~ ^^

*Muacks*

So that's it ~

I'm going to church now !

PU !!! xD

NADIA'S PRESENTS

2009-02-26T01:12:00.000-08:00

Heys ~

Am at dear dear's house now ...

Just came home from work ~ zzz

Ok shall blog about today ~ ^^

Before i went for work ...

I went shopping at Jurong Point for Nadia's present

with Esther, Joanne, Selvi and Sharon ...

We ate at Mac first ~

Saw Farah and chat with her for awhile ... ^^

After that we went around to decide what to buy for Nadia ! =D

We decided to look for some soft toy for Nadia and went to Kiddy Palace ~

But instead of looking for Nadia's present ...

Selvi ended up buying stuff for her baby cousin

and Esther bought for a baby her mom's been baby sitting ~ O_O

See See !!!

Orh hor, i tell Nadia ! xD

All of us were hugging and playing with all the soft toys,

when i realised that there's something wrong with the piglet ...

Can you see what's wrong with it ???

Can you spot the difference now ???

Esther was right man ...
Workers at the Production never do their job properly nowadays ...
The toys seem disfigured de lor ~
Haiz ... Sad case ...

Didn't manage to get anything for Nadia from Kiddy Palace ...

Hence we headed for MiniToons ...

And finally we bought presents for Nadia ! ^^

Dear dear fetched me to work after that ~
So sweet of him hors ...
Heex ...

So i guess that's it ~

Shall end this post with my act chio photo taken by my new handphone
LG KU990 VIEWTY !!! ^^

Oh i simply love my handphone so much ~

xoxoxo

LG KU990 VIEWTY

2009-02-21T19:07:00.000-08:00

Yoz ~
I just bought a new hp for myself about a week ago ...

It's LG KU990 Viewty ~ ^^

Isn't it a beauty ~ xD

With this new found love ...

I guess its back to photo taking sessions !

Weeeee ~! =D

Though its second hand ...
The conditiond was still good ...
And its considered quite cheap compared to first hand ... =]

What's more the previous owner had the same chinese name as me ! O_O

Baboon said it's meant to be mine ~ xD

Hahas ...

Shall take more photos in the future and tell stories with it ! ^^

Until then ~

TATA ~!

xoxoxo

I'M NOT DEAD YET !!!

2009-02-11T02:35:00.000-08:00

Alrights alrights ~

I know i haven't been updating ... =(

1st Reason:

Laptop spoil ... zzz

2nd Reason:

No time, busy working and other stuff ... =/

3rd Reason:

If i'm at someone else's home ...

I'm lazy to update ~ xP

Heys !

At least i'm updating now right ??? :P

I even change my blog song lor, Last Farewell by Big Bang ~ =]

Is nice de ok ... ^^

I'm like addicted to this song now ~ heez

Graduate from Nitec liao lors ~

March starting school liao lor ~

Sianzz ...

Hopefully i wont be late as usual during Nitec year ~ x)

OMG i'm missing my long hair !!!

Freak myself man !!!

GRRR !!!

I'm never satisfied with my hair ~

As those who have known me for a very long time ...

I'll change my hair style like once after every few months de lor ~ >=(

Ok i'm being random ... -_-"

If you guys are reading this post right now ...

I miss you guys so much can ??? T_T

It's like all of us cannot be free on the same day lor ~ *sob*

Never mind ~

At least when school reopen liao can see some of you guys liao ~

The school better put us in the same class or have the same break time lor !

If not i will complain de ahs !

Ok its like 2.30 in the morning and i'm still awake ~

Don't think there's anything else i've got to update liao ...

Shall blog again next time when i have the mood to ~ xD

K BYE !!!

XOXOXO

Darn it !!!

My gorgeous hair ~~~~ T_T

*SOBS*

OUR 1ST MONTH

2009-01-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

It's me and dearie's 1 month anniversary today ~! ^^
Hahas ...

Went to school to apply for my higher nitec course with

Dearie, Esther, Joanne, Nadia, Selvi and Dashini ... =D

Went to work after that ~ =]

Fat wants to transfer me to his outlet sia !

Dunno if should go or not ... =/

Dearie fetched me from work and gave me a suprise !

It might not be expensive

but its that thoughts that counts, ya ?

I think its kinda sweet of him ~ xD

Heez ...

Love you, dearie ~

Muacks ! ^^

HAIZ

2009-01-06T20:26:00.000-08:00

My mind is in a mess
Not sure of what to do next
Maybe i shouldn't have done what i did
But what's done cannot be undone

All i can do now is take a step at a time

Just like what i have told you before
That's what i'm for ~

IMMA DUMB ASS

2008-12-30T21:37:00.000-08:00

Heys ~

Was at dear's house today ...
Brought his younger siblings and cousins down to play ~

We went to the canal ... (we're at the pathway of the canal, not in the canal)
I piggy-backed dear's younger sis,
partly because she asked me to and there were red ants all over ...
Initially we had so much fun looking for fishes and water snails in the canal,
making fake fishing rods ...
It wasn't until dear's sis rode on the scooter, fell and injured her knee ... =(

Coincidentally, dear came down and saw what happened ...
He just picked her up and walked off ~
And asked the rest to go back home with him ...
He looked really angry with me ~
I mean ...
He already told me many times not to give in to them and bring them down ...
But his advice fell upon deaf ears ~

As i watched him carry her off ...
I felt super guilty ... =/
Though dear and his mum isn't mad with me for not taking proper care of her ...
I still felt guilty ...
I mean its my responsibility to take care of them since i brought them down to play ~
Right right ??? T_T

Haiz ~
I'm such a dumb ass ...

ITS CHRISTMAS

2008-12-25T19:18:00.000-08:00

ITS CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY !!! xD

Went out on Christmas eve with bf, cousin, colin, kelvin, danny and limus ...
And when it struck midnight, all the guys were shouting Merry Christmas to most of the random people they see ! xD
LoLx !

I drank a little, had this bad headache but i was still sober hors ...
Then all of them kept saying that i was drunk already ... -_-"
At about 3am i was getting kinda pissed as we had church to attend later
and i had to get up at 8am ...
Hence i asked them about what time we were to leave for home ...
Danny said 6am, i kinda screamed at him for being so inconsiderate ... =/
So we slacked till nearly 5am in the morning then we headed for home ...
Sent my cousin, Ruth, home first before heading for dear's house ...

There were 2 alarms and i didnt hear them both ... -_-"
Dear had a really difficult time waking me up too ! =X
He was trying to wake me up since 8am and
i think i felt him shaking me only about 8.30am ...
Darn ! I'm such a pig ... zzz

Was slightly late for church ...
The pastor preached about lots of stuff which i never knew ...

Stuff like

1.
Its very unlikely that Jesus was born in December
as it will be too cold for them to travel

2.
Its very unlikely that there a 3 wise men whom came to see Jesus
as the bible only mentioned 3 gifts but people mistaken it as
3 gifts = 3 wise men

3.
It took the wise men 2 years to find Jesus ...
Why ?
The king ordered his soldiers to kill baby boys age 2 years and below ...
Hence Jesus should be about 2 years old when the wise men found him ...

The bible seems to have many mysteries that even pastors themselves dont seem to be able to solve too ... =/
I pray that one day i'll be able to understand the bible fully !!!

Merry Christmas to everyone once again ...
God bless all of you ! ^^ *Smooch*

YOZ

2008-12-22T15:36:00.000-08:00

Heys ~

So i guess life is still going on as usual for me ... =]
But in a hectic way right now ... xD

Afternoon/Evening to Midnight - Work
Midnight to Morning - Ton with bf, cousin and friends
Morning to Afternoon - Sleep

O_O

Darn !
People sleep in the night, go out at day ...
I'm vice versa ~
I'm doing the opposite from a normal human being lors ... zzz
I think i should be a owl ...
Hahas ...

Work starts at 6pm later ~
Not gonna ton tonight ...
Hopefully i can fall asleep ...

I miss all my girlfriends sia !!!
But now no money also ...
ZZZZZZZZ

Darn !

YES MAN !

2008-12-19T12:03:00.000-08:00

Ohayo ~

Watched YES MAN ! with dear, bel, colin, kelvin and limus last night ...

It was a freaking hilarious movie can ?!?! xD

Loved it loads lor !!!

Jim Carrey ROCKS !!!

Hahas ...

Only managed to camwhore with dar ~

Here are some of the photos before the movie ...

Toot face ! xD
See what see ! :P

Stayed over at dar's house after the movie ...

Just got back home and here i am to update a few stuff ~ =]

So yeah ~

ITS GONG GONG'S BIRTHDAY TODAY !!! ^^

Gonna bring him out for dinner tonight !

So i guess that's it ...

Toodles ~ =]

I LOST MY HP

2008-12-12T23:19:00.000-08:00

To all my beloved friends ...

I'm so very very very sorry that i didn't reply any of your messages the past couple days...

As my hp is officially LOST !!!
Contacts, planner everything gone ~ zzz

My hp has been telling and planning my life since ever ...

Hence my life now is as good as a lost child in the woods ...

Ok right now i think i'm going nuts ...

I will try to come online as much as possible ...
Or if you guys have any stuff to tell me tag me alrights ???

Love you guys ~ ^^

THE DAY OUR HEARTS BECAME ONE

2008-12-12T12:05:00.000-08:00

I cant give you everything
nor can i show what our future holds ...
But right now, you'll have my heart ~
Just like how i have yours ...

Love you, baby ~ =]

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU ?

2008-11-28T01:28:00.000-08:00

why do i still love you?
do not ask me for the reason
because i do not know it myself
you influence my mind

with the coming of dawn
the song of despair ...
will give you an answer

i love you for you are my life
i love you, day and night
my love has never been deeper
i love you with all my gentleness ...
accompanied by my fear and craze

i live solely for you ...

i'm forever your most faithful servant
like the seeds of the carnation,
my love will bloom for yours

like a child, my voice ...
plead for a little love from you
come to me, hug me

because i love you

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

Till the end, i will still love you

LOVE

2008-11-26T19:06:00.000-08:00

Stayed up the whole night thinking ...
I prayed, cried ...
What should I do ???
Give you up and disappear from your life forever ???
Or continue loving you ???

Never in my life have I been so sure about my decision ~
I may not love you the way you want me to ...
But it doesn't mean that I don't love you with all i have got ~

Not matter how tedious or torturous my journey may get ...
I still won't give up loving you ~
I am willing to and I will continue to
BEAR
BELIEVE
HOPE
ENDURE
in everything be it good or bad ~

I pray for a miracle to happen, for you to be by my side one day ...

But if God really wants us to be apart ...
I pray that he takes all memories of you away from me ~

For it will be to painful for me to keep ~

1 CORINTHIANS 13

Love

1.
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels,
but have not love,
I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.

2.
And if I have prophetic powers,
and understand all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not Love,
I am nothing.

3.
If I give away all I have, and if I delivery my body to be burned,
but not have Love,
I gain nothing.

4.
Love is patient and kind;
Love is not jealous or boastful.

5.
it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its on way;
it is not irritable or resentful;

6.
it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right.

7.
Love
BEARS all things,
BELIEVES all things,
HOPES all things,
ENDURES all things.

8.
Love never ends;
as for prophecies, they will pass away;
as for tongues, they will cease;
as for knowledge, it will pass away.

9.
For our knowledge is imperfect and our prophecy is imperfect;

10.
but when perfect comes, the imperfect will pass away.

11.
When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child;
when I became a man, I gave up childish ways.

12.
For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face.
Now i know in part;
then I shall understand fully,
even as I have been fully understood.

13.
So FAITH, HOPE, LOVE abide, these three;
but the greatest of these is LOVE.

DEAR CEPHAS

2008-11-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

It has been 5 months since we broke up ...

And yes, it's still HAUNTING me ~

I still can't accept the fact that you're with someone else so soon ...

And that you'll be going overseas to look for her next month ~

I thrown you and i got thrown back,
and the impact i receive seems to get greater instead of decreasing as days pass ...

When we were together ...

I'm like the boy who played pranks and yelled wolf !

The villagers believed him twice despite his pranks ...

But when the wolves really came ...

He yelled wolf ! It was already too late ~

The villagers no longer believed him ...

And the boy ended up losing all his sheeps ~

Likewise ~

I always claim that i'll change and all, i didn't ...

I kept on breaking my promises ...

Yet you kept believing in me ~

But when i've really changed ...

You no longer believe in me ...

You no longer have the strength to carry on this tiresome relationship ...

I'm sorry to have made you suffer the past 2 years ~

It's been hard on you ...

Ever since a child, i'll get most of the things i want ~
That might have made me into a spoilt brat whom take everything for granted ...
I've always thought that things will only go my way ~
It didn't matter whom i offend cause i have you, my family and friends to get me out of those shit ...

And no matter what mistakes i made, i never regretted them ~
The only thing the i've regretted in my 19 years of life was taking you for granted ...

You taught me LIFE ever since you left me ~

After you got together with her i asked why ...

You had many answers, you getting together with her was to forget me, i never change, she didn't have a bad temper like me ...

Why is it all related to me ???

I remembered when we were still together, you asked me once if there's a girl whom wants to snatch you away from me what will i do ?
I had 2 answers ...
1)If you love her i will grant the 2 of you and give you my blessings ...
2)But if you dont ... I'll either do nothing as i have faith in you or do all i can to have you back ~

Since you said that you don't love her ...

I intended to snatch you back and be together with you once more ~

Why bother forcing yourself to be with someone you don't even love ???

Hahas ...

How naive of me ...

Even if you weren't with her, i know you won't get back together with me ~

I've beaten you up and worn you out too badly that you can't even get up on your feet ...

It'll be really dumb of you to get back with such a spoilt brat like me ...

Since you've choosen her ...

I'll respect your decision ~

But ...

Since you 2 aren't married yet ...

I'll still continue waiting and loving you ~

If you don't want me to wait then faster propose to her ba ~ =]

You must be shaking your head while reading this,

disappointed in me and all ~
Maybe you might even feel victorious seeing me in this pathetic and disasterous state ...

Can't help it ~

The only way for me to forget about you or stop loving you is that God grant me a miracle and erase all my memories of you ...

Till then ...

I will still continue loving you ~

P.S I know i will never be the same as before ~

LISA LOEB - STAY

2008-11-22T22:34:00.000-08:00

Yoz ~

Went to vocal class today ~

Singing teacher want me to learn and perform this song, called "Stay" by Lisa Loeb, for the next lesson ...

Looks like i have alot to learn and hopefully i can carry out this song well ~ =]

Lisa Loeb - Stay

you say i only hear what i want to.

you say i talk so all the time so.

and i thought what i felt was simple,

and i thought that i don't belong,

and now that i am leaving,

now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you.

yeah, i missed you.

you say i only hear what i want to:

i don't listen hard,

i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running

to anyone, anywhere,

i don't understand if you really care,

i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

so i turned the radio on, i turned the radio up,

and this woman was singing my song:

the lover's in love, and the other's run away,

the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

some of us hover when we weep for the other who was

dying since the day they were born.

well, this is not that:

i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown.

and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure.

you try to tell me that i'm clever,

but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

you said that i was naive,

and i thought that i was strong.

i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave."

but now i know that i was wrong, 'cause i missed you.

you said, "i caught you 'cause i want you and one day i'll let you go."

"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.

and you say, "stay."

you say i only hear what i want to.

Went to West Mall after vocal classes today and had KFC with Lemon, Dalilah, Diyanah and Izzat ...

Baboon met up with me at KFC, ate and we headed for church ~ ^^

Had some fun playing games and all ...

Went to West Coast Point with baboon to meet my relatives after church and had dinner with them at some Korean BBQ restaurant~

Frankly speaking their service sucks to the core ...

Not only did they serve the food to the wrong table, those whom came in later got served before us lor and most importantly their food was plain and average ~ zzz

Then went to Sheng Siong with baboon and ah gong ...

Got pissed off by this FUCKING CHEENA MAN !!!

Seriously man i regretted not punching him in his FUCKING BLOODY FACE instead of just staring at him ...

But then again why should i dirty my hands and get mad over such person ??? No, BEAST !!!

LISTEN UP, FUCKING DICKHEAD !

You will reap what you sow ~

Cant believe i actually let that GOOD FOR NOTHING LOW LIFE FAGGOT get into my head for a moment ...

Left for home after that ~

Yeah guess thats it ... =D

P.S Why is it that nowadays all the cheena people whom i bumped into or know keeps pissing me off or is it just me ??? -_-"

SCHOOL'S BORING ...

2008-11-20T10:50:00.000-08:00

Yoz ~

Am in the "Smart Room" now ~

Was late as usual ~ =/

Went down a few minutes later for some dumb fire drill ...

Darn lame lors ! >=(

Its like they make us stand at the carpark,

under the hot sun, for about 15-20 mins doing nothing ???

Good thing our class is under the shade ...

Went back to the "Smart Room" ...

Lum is like pressing my classmates for answers when she never even mention

or tell us to include in the slides lor !

Its like how can she expect so much from us when she didn't even

taught that much ... zzz

And she doesn't seem to know what's she's teaching also can !

She's like the blurest teacher i've ever met ...

Gtg to the next class now ~

BYE !!!

THESE ARE MY FRIENDS !!!

2008-11-18T17:26:00.000-08:00

O Hai Yo !!! ^^

MMMMMM !!!

I wanna thank my friends for being with me and

loving me (as a friend like DUH !!!)

for who i am despite me being super crazy and irritating ~ xD

I mean seriously ...

I wanna thank God for giving me such great friends ! ^^

I'm really fortunate to have and to know them ~

MAGGIE
Mag-pie i miss you so much, you know ??? T_T

In the past, everyday, when i return home i would scream her name and

she would come running to the door wagging her tail, welcoming me ~

I would talk to her about some of my probs occasionally ...

I would pat my legs, calling her ~

She come running towards me and lie on my thighs ...

Then i would start my complains and pour out all of my unhappiness to her...

This might sound crazy but it seems that she's listening ~

She would look up to me occasionally while i rant and

the way she looks at me is as if she understands what i'm saying ...

Now i know why dogs are a man's best friend ~

DASHINI

Wah this girl minah sia !!! xD

Still remembered the first day she came to our class ...

She sat at one corner ~ So quiet somemore ...

Seeing her alone i asked her to join us ...

Now she would often make fun of Nadia and Selvi le lo ! xD

She's really a fun person to be with ~ She would often crack some jokes and all ~ ^^

LIPING
Knew her since secondary one ...

She really changed alot sia !!!

She's pretty and adorable too !!! ^^ I think i got my crazy virus from her ~ xD

We would sing together too !!!

Still remembered i did something silly then she cried over what i did ... If i remembered, ever since then i didn't do it again ~

Would sleep over her house whenever i'm troubled ...

I often had lots of trouble during secondary school ...

I would often turn to her, crying ... She would give hugs and great advices and all ...

She's really great at comforting me ... We would often help and comfort each other dealing with our love problems but yeah ~

Mostly she'll always be the one helping me ... xD

Love you to the max girl !!! ^^

REVATHI
Neh neh pi ahs also know you since secondary one with Hamidah ~

Everytime call me barbarian girl !!!
Hahas ...

Super long never see you already lahs !!!

Last time everytime complain i got bf never accompany you ...

Now is the other way round le lors !!!

Sorry lah neh neh pi ...

I wanna see you lahs !!!! T_T

Liping chalet you better come i tell you !!!

If not i kidnap you ahs !!! xD

WEI ZHEN

Zhennie !!! Heez ~

See i gave you that nick nice right ???

Put as your msn nick lahs, friendster nick also put ...

Some of your friends also call you Zhennie sia ~ Hahas !!!

So i knew you since secondary two ... She's sucha pretty girl ...

Guys would go ga ga over her can ?!?!? xD See my girlfriend so pretty, don't be jealous !!! LOLx !

You so bad leh you !!! Everytime force me go out one lor you ~

No money still force me out ...

I know you cant wait to see me and that you love me, i love you too ! So i'll understand ~

LOL ! xD

See you soon again !!! ^^

SHARON

Soh Soh !!! Everytime disturb Esther ahs ??? Naughty girl !!! xD

She's really sweet de lor ~

I told her before that i miss my hamsters then she brought her kawaii hammies to school for me can ?!?!?

She would teach and lend me her homework if i didn't know how to do it ~ x)

So good hors hors ???

I'm so touched ... T_T

JOANNE

Lemon ahs ~ ^^

She would pour her troubles to me like almost all the time !

I'm glad she does that actually ...

This kinda shows how much she trusts me when she told me her troubles, secrets and all ~

We would borrow each other money when we're broke ...

Heez ~

NADIA

HIPPOPO !!!

I have no idea why she irritates me like real easily ...

But no worries ...

I love you still ~ xD
I loooooovvve to make fun of her too !!! ^^

SELVI
Selviiii ~

I would often disturb her and pester her to teach me stuff which i don't know ~ xD

She's a really hardworking girl ~
I say some lame stuff to her and she'll laugh like crazy already ...
Hahas ...

She's cheerful de lor !!! =D

ESTHER

Esther !!! I love you ~ ^^

She's so cute de lor !!! Love her rosy cheeks ! She has a gentle voice too !!
Heez ~
She's really nice and sweet de lors ~

She would gimme wake up calls everyday, treat me stuff and lend me money when i'm broke ...

She often care for others too !

I couldn't ask for a better friend ~ ^^

HIDAYAH

Sayang !!! I love you too ~ xD

I simply love to irritate her lor !!!

To me she's like super tiny and you need to handle her with care ~ xD

But looks can be deceiving !!! hahas ! xP

We always seem have the same love story sia !!!

We even did the same files for all 4 department files lor !!!

Sayang has found her happiness now and i'm really happy for her lor ~ ^^

Hopefully this time i'll also have to same ending as her ~

GARY

KA ZHUA !!!

hahas ...

Thanks for hearing me rant and all ...

Hopefully i didn't scare you away with all my nonsense ...

LOLx !!!

Get well soon ahs !!! ^^

CEPHAS

Youmaynoteventreatmeasyourfriendrightnow ...

Buti'llalwaystreatyouasmysoulmate ~

Eventhoughidon'treallyunderstandorknowyou ...

Youneverfailtotrytogettoknowmemoreandtogetclosertome ...

Youdidit,youreallyunderstandmethroughout ...

It'sasifyoucanreadmelikeabookorknowmebythebackofyourhand ...

Evenifmyfacewasexpressionless ...

You'dstillknowwhetheri'mlying,sad,angryandall ...

Soistillwannathankyouforbeingmy "bestfriend"whomknew metoowell ~

Thankyouforeverything

I'msorryiloveyou

I love all my friends ...

And i don't wish to lose a single one of them ...

Even if i am i will try my best to pull you back ~

But if leaving is what you really want i will respect your decision de ... =]

So i guess thats it ~

See you guys in school tomorrow ~

Hugs and Kisses !!

BYE !!! ^^

PS i've included someone else, somewhere in this post ...
Just that you can't see it ~
Even if you manage to ...

It'll be too complicated and tiny to try to make out what it is ~ =]

I GUESS ITS TIME TO LET GO ~

2008-11-16T01:58:00.000-08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

While i recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish i was there

Back where I'd love to be

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste away

I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in, to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold

When hope begins to fade...

Dear God the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold him when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

But I left him when I found him

And now I wish I'd stayed'

Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again

Oh no ~

Once again ...

BUSY DAY

2008-11-14T23:26:00.000-08:00

Had quite a busy day today ~

Went to school in jeans this morning ...
So suay kana caught by teacher
then she said she'll mark me absent ~
Sad-ed ... =(

Then off to sayang's house after school and played with her kitties !!! ^^
I was so obsessed with her kitties that i forgotten the time sia !
Was supposed to meet Cephas at 3pm, to visit Eric's grandma,
but i ended up reaching at almost 4pm ... xP

Being late sure is a very bad habit of mine ~ =/

Talk about lots of stuff with Eric's grandma ... ^^
Miss her alot lor ~
Then she told me stuff which was what i was afraid to hear ...
Nearly cried again but i maintained ~ =]

Headed for Simei ITE for a concert after that ~
Was supposed to meet Lemon at EXPO
and walk to Simei ITE together de ~
But yeah ...
I was late ... zzz

The concert lasted for only an hour ... =/
Overall was a nice concert lahs ~
There's this guy who sang a song named "Hallelujah",
his voice nice sia !!!
If only i can find a guy who sings so well ~ xD

Didn't take any photos of the performance cause:
1. Something is wrong with my camera.
Can capture but cannot save ~ zzz
2. We're not allowed to take pictures lors !
So bad ! >=(

Me and lemon went to EXPO for the food festival
after the concert ...
I bought spicy tofu with fishball ... *drools*
Darn shiok i tell you !!! xD

Chou lemon tou pai me eating !!! xD

Headed for home after that ~ =]

More hotmail stuff !!! ^^

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Confusing Chinese Names

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller :! No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone!
But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller : Well... just t ell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!

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This is hilarious ...

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:

Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)

Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)

Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)

Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)

Monica Cheng => Touching your but tocks (Hokkien)

Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)

Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)

Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)

Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)

Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)

Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)

Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)

Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)

Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)

Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)

Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)

Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)

Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)

Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

So i guess that's it ...
Nitez ~

BYE !!! ^^

PS. I'm still not over you ~

WHY AM I STILL SUCH A WEAKLING ???

2008-11-09T20:58:00.000-08:00

Worked in the morning today ~ =/

Was super tired after work but ah hui wanted to walk around ...

Couldn't bear to disappoint her hence i accompanied her ~ =]

Was dead beat when i reached home in the evening,

that i actually dropped down on the 1st mattress that i saw ~
Amazing ... zzz

The moment i closed my eyes, unwillingly,

my mind was filled with thoughts of you ~

Tears started flowing down my cheeks once more ~

With that, i cried myself to sleep ... -_-"

Woke up about 3 hours later ~

I know this ain't right ~

But i can't help it ...
No matter how hard i try ~

I've fallen too deeply ~

There's no way for me to get out now ...

Though i may have act like i've moved on and
though i'm not forcing you to get back with me ~

But i really want you back so badly, that me trying to stop loving you,

it's as bad as asking me to stop breathing and ending my life ~

I do have my friends around me and
i'm glad and grateful that i have them with me ...
But i do get lonely ~

Don't worry ~
I know it's impossible for us to get back together again ...

I won't use any underhand methods to get you back either

cause that's just really bitchy and that's so not me ...

I know my rights and where i stand ...

Yes, we might still love each other ~

But i know she deserves your love and to love you more than i do ...

Beauty, intelligence, character wise i'm nowhere near her ~

Who am i to compete with her for your love ???
But then again do i even have the rights to compete with her ???

You might have the motivation to do stuff only for me now ~
Maybe they're just habits instead of love ...
Habits can be changed ...
Soon you will do stuff for your girl instead ~
By then it'll be because of love not habit ...

You don't have to love me or stop loving me if you want to ...
But please don't ever stop me from loving you or
try to do stuff that will make me hate you ~
Cause so far all your efforts have gone down the drain ...

I still love you deeply ~

So i guess that's it then ... =]

FORMAL WEAR & MAKEUP TEST

2008-11-06T15:45:00.000-08:00

Had to wear formal wear yesterday for BEG test ~

Everyone looked so different and pretty after the makeup sia ! =D

Here are some pictures that Sharon sent me !!! ^^

Ah Chua with pretty pretty Sharon ~ ^^

Soh Soh zi lian sia ~ xD

Sharon and Nadia ~ Groupies !!!

Sharon with Selvi ...

Sharon stop taking photo's of Esther ! xD

Me, Joanne, Sharon, Esther ~

See Esther so pretty seh ~ ^^

Esther and Sakina ~ =) Chio hors ??? =D

Selvi, Nadia, Dashini ... ^^

Weets !!!

DANIEL TAN !!! =X

Everyone look so pretty after the makeup sia ! =D

Grabbed these photos from sayang's blog ~ ^^

Selvi, Sayang, me, Sakina ~

Last but not least ...

Me and my cutie sayang ! ^^

2008-11-05T01:51:00.000-08:00

You're right ...

I guess it's better this way ~ =)

All the best then ! ^^

No worries ...

I'll be just fine ~ =]

MISS YOU

2008-11-02T01:25:00.000-07:00

Just got home from work ~
There will be a new transport for my work ...
And guess what ???
This transport will fetch the baristas and managers from Wheelock first
before coming to my outlet ...
Now i'll have to reach home much later ~
Great ~

WOOTS !!!
I'm gonna hang out with Esther, Joanne and Selvi later !!! ^^

Boyfriend's booking in next month ~ =(
Hopefully can get to spend more time with him before he books in ...
Gonna miss him loads ...

Can't wait to see him bald too !!! xD

And should i join dance again ???
Really feel like dancing once more but it clashes with my SC lor !!!
Then again Mr Choo also said that i can join but i can don't participate
in competitions if it clashes with my SC ~

Haiz ~
How how ??? =/

2008-10-31T23:10:00.000-07:00

Yoz ~! ^^

Got tons of photos to show you guys ! =D

But first lemme bomb this post with my "beautiful" and "kawaii"

pictures first !!! *chokes*

Please feel free to puke ~ xD

OH MY GOSH !

PARIS HILTON IS PROMOTING MY ALBUM !!! =D

(in my dreams ~)

GRABBED THESE PHOTOS FROM SHARON'S FRIENDSTER ~

IT'S COOL-NESS DE LOR !!! xP

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PUBLIC TOILET IN SWITZERLAND

Will you use it ???

Now that you've seen the outside view of the Toilet ...

Just spend some more time scrolling down to see how it looks from inside !!! ^^
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No one can see you in there but when you are inside,

it looks like you are in a clear glass box ...

Would you still use it ???

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WORLD'S AMAZING ROADS

THE END =]

ilu

2008-10-31T13:53:00.000-07:00

"Just because someone doesn't love you

the way you want them to,

doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."

lalala ~

2008-10-30T19:30:00.000-07:00

Yoz ~

I'm feeling super sick right now ~
Was fine when i'm in school ...
But after i got home i kept sneezing like mad ...
Hence having a sickening flu right now ! T_T

Oh btw ~
Got tired of my extensions ...
So i decided to pluck all of em' out ~

This photo was taken after i finished plucking away all my extensions ~
Freaking pain sia ! =(

See, even the picture came out so sad ~

Joking lahs ~
My extensions costed a bomb, man !
It'll be crazy of me to pluck em' out ~! xD

So i've got FTQ tomorrow ~
It's some kinda exam regarding my work ...
So if i fail i cant get my training money back ! =X
Oh my Gosh !!!
GTG revise now ~

BYE !!!

Don't worry ~
I'll be there for you ~ =]

5 MOST HANDSOME MEN IN THE WORLD

2008-10-30T19:02:00.000-07:00

5 MOST HANDSOME MEN IN THE WORLD !!!

Girls ~
Get ready to drool !!! xD

The most handsome SAUDI man,
the grandson of King Faisal ...

Most handsome INDIAN man, actor ~

HRITHIK ROSHAN

The most handsome PAKISTANY man, actor ~

IMRAN ABBAS

The most handsome TURKISH man, singer ~

TARKAN

The most handsome EMERITI man ~

FAZZA

The most handsome  employee in Saudi Aramco after 25 years
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DUDY

Haiyaa..i oredi told u maa…5 only… xP

BEFORE/AFTER MARRIAGE

2008-10-29T15:35:00.000-07:00

Before marriage ....

He: Yes At last. It was so hard to wait.

She: Do you want me to leave?

He: o! Don't even think about it.

She: Do you love me?

He: Of course! Over and ov er!

She: Have you ever cheated on me?

He: o! Why are you even asking?

She: Will you kiss me?

He: Every chance I get.

She: Will you hit me?

He: Are you crazy! I' m not that kind of person!

She: Can I trust you?

He: Yes.

She: Darling!

After marriage...

Simply read from bottom to top.

SCHOOL

2008-10-28T12:15:00.000-07:00

Yoz ~

Am in the com lab now ... =]

The teacher is like talking about some "con men" acting as runner

recruiting students to receommend their friends

to sign-up new handphone lines ...

Those who have signed up have to pay a "fee" of $50 ...

Blah blah blah ...

So don't randomly sign a handphone contract with

an unauthorised company ahs !!! >=(

Sian ...

Gotta work later on ~ =/

Mummy's been pressurizing me to get a 4 pointer again this semester ... =(

Don't have the confidence that i will get the same results again ~

But i don't wanna disappoint mummy ...

Mummy, i promised you that i'll give you a good life when i grow up ~

I will keep that promise de !!! ^^

But at the same time i can't cut down on my working days either ~

I know my work is like affecting my school attendance and resuts

like really bad ~

But i no money lahs !!! T_T

I don't wanna keep taking money from mummy ~

I'm like 19 already lors !!! O_O

I WANNA BE INDEPENDENT !!!

Ok maybe independent on my daily usage and hp bills and stuff only ~ =P

But still, i think it kinda helps mummy lighten her load as

i'll be using my own money instead of reaching my hand

and ask for money from mummy, right right ??? =]

OK so i gtg listen to the teacher now ~

Which has practically nothing to do with me studies ... -_-"

BYE !!!

PS. My tagboard is ok now ~ I macham fixed my tagboard until i almost died, can !!!

CHERISH

2008-10-26T01:12:00.000-07:00

CHERISH

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or

Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...

if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple

because you were so afraid of losing

what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You can't tell your heart what to do.

It does it on its own........

when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,

but that other person was too afraid to let you ?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...

for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone

because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid...

afraid of what we don't know,

afraid of what others will think,

afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back

and wonder what they would have done,

or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die.

I want to tell you that

you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

you would be in my heart.

Would I be in yours?

You might be best friends one year,

pretty good friends the next year,

don't talk that often the next,

and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So,

I just wanted to say,

even if I never talk to you again in my life,

you are special to me and

you have made a difference in my life.

I look up to you,

respect you,

truly cherish you ,

most of all I CARE about

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,

and tell new friends you never will.

Remember,

everyone needs a friend

someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,

just remember this post and take

comfort in knowing somebody out there

cares about you and . always will..

I care about YOU !! ^^

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3

2008-10-25T12:29:00.000-07:00

Went to sayang's house after school yesterday to visit

her new born kitties !!! ^^

There's five of em' can ?!?!

Sayang holding one of the cutie pies ~

It's only about 2 days old only lor !

*screams* SO CUUTTTTEEE !!! x)

OH MY GOSH !!!
I'm going gaga !
Its so freaking tiny and super adorable loorrsss ~~~ xD

KAAAWWWAAAAAIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to visit Alex after that ~ ^^

Then off to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 with Esther, Rea,
Hijah and her lil twin bro ~ =D

Wah the moment when Zac Efron's face 1st appear on the screen hors ~
All the girls sitting on the front row screamed like mad can ??? O_O

Frankly speaking, personally, i dont find Zac very good looking ...
BUT !!!
I must admit that his eyes are super gorgeous !
I think thats what made him attractive ba ~ =D

Overall its a nice movie ~
There's funny, romantic and sad scenes ... =)

We headed to the arcade after the movie ...

Rea and Hijah wanted to play the basketball station ~

And ... *heez*

We discovered that one of the station, where we insert the tokens,
wasn't closed !
Hence we could actually open and press the start button all we want !!!

WOOTS !!!

We macham played for 1 hour plus lor !!! xD

Esther, Me, Rea and Hijah's twin bro...

This was before we discovered the "unclosed station" ~

TADAH !!!

Us resting after a long tiring game ~ xD

Rea and Hijah playing ... ^^

Had KFC for dinner then headed to the arcade and played for another hour again !!!

LOLX !!!

Left for Carrefour after that ~

Played the pianos there and headed home after that !

Really had lots of fun lors !!!

LET'S HANG OUT TOGETHER AGAIN ALRIGHTS ??? ^^

This is the 1st gift i've received from dar ~

Love it !!!

Thanks, baby ~ ^^

Was so happy when you asked me to be your gf again ~

Thought you had given up after i hesitated when you 1st asked ... =/

But still ~ ^^

This present represents the day we 1st got together ...

Will cherish it !!! =D

BITCHY PEOPLE

2008-10-24T01:21:00.000-07:00

Quit bitch-ing about me when you know nothing ...

1st you were bitch-ing bout my friend, now me ...

Your actions really made you look like sucha loser ~

Or maybe you really are one ... =]

Seriously GET A LIFE !!!

You better stop all your nonsense right now ...

Dont piss me off any further ...

You wont wanna see me when i'm mad ~ =)

IDIOTS OF THE WORLD UNITE !!!

2008-10-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

YOZ !!! ^^

Cant sleep as usual ~ zzz

Got nothing better to do ~

Hence ...

I shall entertain you with some lame, random post instead !

That's if you're really THAT bored and have nothing better to do

then read me bloggie post lo ~ xP

hahas ...

K LAHS !!!

Enjoy ~ =]

IDIOTS OF THE WORLD UNITE !!!

ME FIRST !!!

And the SURGEON GENERAL says ...

Diversonary tactic .

Words of Wisdom ~ Please take note !!! xP

A fortune to remember !

Stay off the course ... Or else !!!

Not my job ~ =/

DESPERATE FOR A TICKET TO THE WORLD CUP !!!

Best Google Ad ~ O_O

Best t-shirt design ~

TiMOTei Ad ... Kawaiii !!! xD

Fridge magnet ! o_O

Queen of the Blondes ~ =X

You better enjoy this post otherwise a cute puppy will come out and pee on your com !!!

I guess you didn't really like me post then ~ =/

There have been times when I may have;

Disturbed you,

Troubled you,

Pestered you,

Irritated you,

Bugged you , or

Got on your nerves with all that i've said or done,

so toay i just wanna tell you that ...

I PLAN TO CONTINUE !!!!!! xP

I'M SORRY

2008-10-21T01:55:00.000-07:00

Went to school only after it ended today ~ =P

Mmm ...
Bumped into Michelle and Samantha at the school bus stop ...
Took the same bus, chatted ... xD
Samantha's was like eating this freaking huge lollipop lor !!!
Looks so shiok can ?!?! xP

Ok so i had nothing better to do when i'm not working ~
Hence i went around taking photos ... xD

See my ah ma is fierce de lor ~
Macham use stare de cans ??? xD

Like a star ~ xP

Its just you and me, baby ! xD

We like to act cute cans ??? *bleahx*

Mary thinking about her hubby hence emo-ing ~ xD

Forced my lil bro to pose for me !
Muahaha !!!

I am super kawaii de lors ! =X

Okok i know ...
Shuddup ! xD

I'm like turning back into a super slacker whom i used to be ~
Hahas ...
Really dont wanna expect much, place any hopes or even
wanna work hard for something or anything thing now ...

It seriously sucks to fail ...
Really sucks to the core, man ~
I've worked hard to be who or what i became now ...
But so what ???
I didnt get the results that i wanted ...
Felt so freaking insulted and disappointed with myself ~
Never felt or even knew that i could be such a failure ~

Isnt it much better if you didnt work hard and fail instead of
working your ass off and fail terribly in the end, huh ???

Enough of all your apologies or what-so-ever ~
It's not your fault ...
I deserve it ~

Please stop trying to make me hate you ...
Cause i wont ...
NOTHING YOU DO OR SAY WILL EVER MAKE ME HATE YOU
Get it ??? =]
Hate me all you want but i will never hate you ~
Cause i'm the one who made you this way ~
I've hurt you real deep and i ended up hurting myself too ...

Sorry ~
I know this apology is too late or even lost its meaning for you ~
But still ...
I'm sorry ~
I really am ~

FUNNY JOKES

2008-10-16T17:43:00.000-07:00

Hello !!! xD

Something to cheer u up for the day ~

Enjoy !!! ^^

Lee Bai's Peom, 7 Versions

(1)(Original Version)

Chong qian ming yue guang

Yi shi di shang shuang

Ju tou wang ming yue

Di tou shi gu xiang

(2) (English Version)

The moon light is pouring down on my bedside

Like white frost spreading on the ground

I look up the bright round moon in the sky

And lower my head thinking of my dear hometown

(3) (Singlish - Phua Chu Kang Version)

Bedfront Moon Bright Bright

Think Is Floor White White

Lift Head See Moon Moon

Bow Head Miss Home Home...

(4) (Ah-Beng Version)

Bedfront Orr Pi Sai (pick nose)

Think Think Go Pang Sai (shit)

Pick Up Tai Gor Tai (handphone)

Bull Shit While Lau Sai

(5) (Latest Reservist Army Version)

Bedfront Lau Bark Sai (tears drop)

Thinking About Exercise (reservist mobilization)

Drop Dead Look Into The Sky (run until no breathe)

Tong Kor Sia Lang Zai? (my sadness nobody knows)

(6) (Osama version)

No friend at my side

Think think Bush will fight

Lift head but where to hide?

This time don't know when will die ?

(7) (Bush version)

Can't sleep since that night

Think think where he hide ?

Bomb bomb friends will say I pai

No choice ask them go fly kite

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Wanna know if your feet stinks ???

GOOD OR BAD, HARD TO SAY!

2008-10-13T19:07:00.000-07:00

Good or Bad, hard to say!

Once upon a time, there was a king. The king liked one of his followers very much because he was very wise and always gave very useful advice. Therefore the king took him along wherever he went.

One day, the king was bitten by a dog, the finger was injured and the wound was getting worse. He asked the follower if that was a bad sign. The follower said, Good or bad, hard to say'. In the end, the finger of the king was too bad that had to be cut. The king asked the follower again if that was a bad sign. Again, the follower gave the same answer, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. The king became very angry and sent the follower to prison.

One day, the king went hunting in the jungle. He got excited when he was on the chase of a deer. Deeper and deeper he went inside the jungle. In the end he found himself lost in the jungle. To make thing worse, he got captured by the native people lived inside the jungle.

They wanted to sacrifice him to their god. But when they noticed that the king had one finger short, they released him immediately as he was not a perfect man anymore and not suitable for sacrifice. The king managed to get back to his palace after all. And he finally understood the follower's wise quote, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. If he hadn't lost one finger,he could have been killed by the native people.

He ordered to release the follower, and apologized to him. But to the king amaze, the follower was not mad at him at all. Instead, the follower said, 'It wasn't a bad thing that you locked me up.' Why? Because if the king hadn't locked the follower up, he would have brought the follower along to the jungle. If the native found that the king was not suitable, they would have used the follower. Again, the quote 'Good or bad, hard to say' stands.

The moral of the story:
Everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad. Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually, while bad things become a gain.

Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it, but don't have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life.Whatever bad things that happen to you, don't have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all.

If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier.

SCHOOL IS STARTING

2008-10-12T21:50:00.000-07:00

WOOTS !!!

Yippie !!!

School starts tomorrow ~

And the only thing that i look forward to, is seeing my friends !!! ^^

Hahas ~

I'm gonna slack and put my feet on the tables just like how the picture above is showing !

LOLX ! Just kidding ~

I wont put my feet on the table lahs !

Macham free show can ???

But i'll definitely slack as usual ~ xD

K bye !!! xD

I HEARD AN ACCIDENT !!!

2008-10-12T03:05:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOSH !!!

I heard an accident awhile ago can !!! O_O

Was still awake during the wee hours, after i came home from work,

as usual ...

Then all of a sudden at about 2.45am i heard a long screech

followed by a loud crash !!!

I panicked like hell can ???

I quickly looked out of my balcony immediately and saw 2 guys

dashing towards the scene !!!

The accident macham happened right infront of my block lahs !!!!

So scary ~ T_T

Good heavens i didn't witness it, i only heard it ~

Was freaking scared yet curious at the same time ...

Hence i ran into my grandparents room and told them what just happened ~

Initially they forbid me to have a look but my grandpa followed me eventually ...

My 3rd sis came along too, the loud crash woke her up ~

She thought that the japanese evaded Singapore again lor !!!

LOLX !!!

When we got down there were some people at the scene already ~

Got people macham taking photos and video can ???

Crazy ...

I must say that the Civil Defence is really effective cause they arrived within secs after we got down ...

There was only one car at the scene but there were car parts all over the place lor !!! =/
Initially when me and my sis saw the engine hanging outta the front of the car, we thought it was a smashed bicycle and that the person was under the car !!!

Bodoh ~

The "victim" was like directing the cars to move around his car and mumbling "Go sue the lorry ~"

Must be a hit-and-run case le ~

Then slowly the crowd got bigger ~

Thank God no one was hurt anyway ...

TO CEPHAS

2008-10-08T10:12:00.000-07:00

This is me ~

I know its impossible for us to get back together ~

You asked if i regretted letting you go ...

Yes i did ... Cried like shit for months, knows ???
Was like super hurt can ???

If i could turn back time ...
I would wanna undo all of those stuff that i've done ~
I'm not a good girlfriend ~
Maybe the worst you've ever had ...
But i'm also glad that we're no longer together ...
This way all your sufferings will end already right ???

I wish you all the best with your new girl ~ =)
I know she can give you what i couldn't ...
Especially love you more than i ever could ~
I'm sure of it ~ ^^

I'm glad that we're still friends though ... =D
But if your girl doesn't want you to contact me ever again ~
Don't ...
Even though i'll miss talking to you but no worries i'll be alright ~ =]
Which girl is okay with her guy whom contacts with his ex whom he used to love deeply ???
I wouldn't be okay, you know i would throw a HUGE tantrum rights ???
Hahas ...

And stop trying to introduce new guys to me !
I'm moving on le ~

Just that he seems to be kinda oblivious or
maybe he's ignoring me on purpose ???
I dunno ~ =(
Looks like i'm gonna lose another chance just like what you've mentioned ~

Oh well ~
I'll just take a step at a time ba ~ =]

ME

2008-10-05T12:03:00.000-07:00

Walked towards my parents room the moment i woke up ~
(Had the habit of using my parents toilet instead of the one outside since young)
But when i was about to turn the door knob ~
I heard some noise ...
There they go again ~

Haiz ~
When will they stop quarreling ahs ?
When when ???
Morning also wanna quarrel ...
Freaking nothing better to do and super childish ...

For me if my hubby or guy is as unreasonable and bastard as my dad i'll give him 1 tight slap in his face and leave ~
Or maybe i'll be more violent than that ... =x
Yes i can be very violent if someone gets into my nerves ~
(My violent nature was "nurtured" by my dad btw)
Do not judge me by my feminine looks ~ =]

My mum would used to nag and said that i should have been a guy
instead of a girl ~
Grandparents would nag and say that my voice is as loud as "thunder" ...
LoLx !
Everyone advised me to change ~ I am lahs ...
Never see i'm so gentle now meh ??? *chokes*

Hahas ...
Eh i'm much more gentle than last time already hors !
I'm just loud now ~
LOLX !!! xD

I used to wonder why my mum keep forgiving my dad time after time ~
Now i know why ~
She can retaliate, she can just smack his bloody face and divorce him
but she chose not to ...
Why ???
She loves him ...
She loves him so much !
So much but that fucking jerk doesn't even seem to have
a single clue about it ...
He's taking her for granted ...
Please don't regret when mama really leaves you for good ...

PS. Don't you ever let me catch you with that slut. Had enough of all your fucking nonsense and the shit that you've given mum. I swear i'll bash her up. Mark my words. I will.

SHARON'S ADVANCED BIRTHDAY PARTY

2008-10-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

Alohas ~

Just came back from Sharon dearie birthday party ! ^^

Went to work in the morning before going to her party ~

Worked with this freaking UNREASONABLE cum FIERCE cum ARROGANT cum BOSSY auntie today !!!

She really pissed me off can !!!

Hopefully i wont ever have to work with her again !

Back to Sharon's birthday party !!! =D
Sharon celebrated her birthday with her sis ...
Didn't manage to take any photos with my hp though ~
Will grab some photos from Sharon next time ~ xD

Met Sayang at West Mall before meeting Sharon and the rest at Jurong East MRT ~ ^^
Then went to Sharon's house wor ... ^^

Her doggie is so freaking cute can ?!?
He keep barking and turning in circles when we arrived at Sharon's house lo !
And And !!!
Sharon has 7 freaking different breeds of hamsters can !!!
Each breed per cage lors ~ O_O
1 breed of the hamster is so huge can ?!
Its like almost the size of a guinea pig lo !
Ok maybe a size of a baby guinea pig ~
But it's still freaking big for a hamster !!!
1st time see ~ xD

Then went down for BBQ ~
Even got fondue sia ! =D
And its for us only lors ~
Her sis and her friends dont have ... (until her sis came to grab some) xD

Took photos and we only put a little cream on Sharon's face as we're afraid that her mum would get mad ~ =/
Went home with Sayang, Esther and Selvi after that ...
Sayang cabbed us to Boon lay then she went home ~

Hahas ...
Guess thats it ~

Toodles ! ^^

2008-10-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah ~

Really wish I could.

If only someone could unbreak my heart

Come relieve my pain

Somehow I could wish upon a star

And make all of the memories go away,

But my mind just keeps on going back

And I can't help but think about

That guy that's gon make me miss out on you

And I can't help but remember

About that sad day in September

The day he took my heart with him when he left.

But right now it seems my heart's in the way.

I apologize for the way that I treat you

But I gotta leave you,

Unless somehow I come across a case of amnesia.

to forget the heartache

Amnesia, to forget the pain
Amnesia, it'll make things better

I gotta leave ya I gotta leave you.

I tried to leave the past behind me

But it just hurts so bad.

Ohhh.

And I tell myself please don't cry,

Let it go and let the past be the past.

But my mind just keeps on going back

And I cant help but think about
That guy that's gon make me miss out on you.

And I can't help to remember about that sad day in September

When ya took my heart and just ran away!

ohhh

See eventually I will get through this,

But right now it seems my heart's in the way.

I apologize for the way that I treat you

But I gotta leave you,

Unless somehow I come across a case of amnesia,

to forget the heartache

Amnesia, to forget the pain

Amnesia, it'll make, it'll make things better

I gotta leave ya, I gotta leave you.

Everytime you try to get closer to me

I'm fallin back cuz I can't go down this road again

Memories won't go away

Constantly in control of my life

I don't wanna erase it all

And forget about it all!

See eventually I will get through this,

But right now it seems my heart's in the way.

I apologize for the way that I treat you

But I gotta leave you,

Unless somehow I come across a case of amnesia

See eventually I will get through this,

But right now it seems my heart's in the way.

I apologize for the way that I treat you

But I gotta leave you,

Unless somehow I come across a case of amnesia

to forget the heartache

Amnesia, to forget the pain

Amnesia, it'll make things better

I gotta leave ya, I gotta leave ya

WILL YA ???

2008-10-01T03:06:00.000-07:00

Heys ~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!! =D

Btw i'm back to bangs ! ^^

OH and and ...

Usually when people get home,

after a long, tiring, busy day at work,

they will get ready for bed immediately, rights ???

As for me, it's like 3 plus already but i still can't sleep ! O_O

Oh my gosh !

Looks like my dark circles will never have a cure ~

Haiz ... Sad-ed ...

Don't you dare say that my dark cirles are my qualities or make me look outstanding lors !

Especially you alex !!! >=(

Panda eyes are ugly ! T_T

There are 2 categories of outstanding lors ~

1st, beautifully outstanding ~

2nd, outstandingly ugly ~

And i obviously lie in the 2nd category like DUH !!!

Mmm ~

Thinking about lots of stuff recently ...

And i'm starting to get emo again as usual ~

But no worries !

It's just a lil, hahas ~ =]

Hold my hand, Light up the path and Show me the way will ya ???

JOKES AND GOOD ADVICE

2008-09-30T01:11:00.000-07:00

Jokes and Good Advice

LOL (Laugh Out Loud!)

1. Losing all your friends

Man comes home and finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend and kills him.
Wife says 'If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends.'

2. Brother wanted

A small boy wrote to Santa Claus,'send me a brother'....
Santa wrote back, 'SEND ME YOUR MOTHER'....

(Ok this is good ~ hahas)
3. Meaning of WIFE

Husband asks, 'Do you know the meaning of WIFE?
It means 'Without Information Fighting Everytime'!
Wife replies, 'No, it means 'With Idiot For Ever'!!!'

4. Importance of a period Teacher:

'Do you know the importance of a period?'
Kid: 'Yeah, once my sister said she has missed one,
my mom fainted, dad got a heart attack & our driver ran away.'

5. Confident vs. confidential

A young boy asks his Dad,
'What is the difference between confident and confidential?'
Dad says, 'You are my son, I'm confident about that.
Your friend over there, is also my son, that's confidential!'

6. Anger management?

Husband: 'When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger?'
Wife: 'I clean the toilet.'
Husband: 'How does that help?'
Wife: 'I use your toothbrush ..'

MEANINGFUL

2008-09-29T10:11:00.000-07:00

If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair.

There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work;

think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad;

think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend;

think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance;

think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror;

think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about,

asking what is my purpose?

Be thankful.

There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; remember, things could be worse.

You could be one of them!

I LOVE YOU ALL !!! ^^

2008-09-28T14:00:00.000-07:00

Nadia sent me this hotmail which asked about a riddle ...

AND !!! I managed to solve it EFFORTLESSLY, like DUH !!! shameless ~ xD

Hahas alrights, here's the riddle ... =]

Can you solve this?

A man was traveling to Kasoa.

At the bus stop, he met a man with 7 wifes.

Each wife has 12 sons and 12 daughter
Each daughter of the man's wife had 4 sons and 7 daughters, each son of the man's wife had 7 sons and 4 daughters
Each grand daughter had 4 friends.

How many people got to Kasoa?

Good luck in solving it !

Shall reveal the answer at the end of this entry ~ ^^

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Joanne cum Lemon sent me this hotmail too !

I find this very meaningful hence i wanna share it to those whom have not read this before, alrights ??? ^^

There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Touts has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so far ... =]

ONE.

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO.

Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE.

Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR.

When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE.

When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

SIX.

Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN.

Believe in love at first sight. (So far i've not experienced this before, wonder how it'll feel like o_O)

EIGHT.

Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. (I dont have dreams sia ~ Haiz ... But i never laughed at anyone's dreams ok !)

NINE.

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. (Yes yes, i've been hurt before and i still am ~ T_T But yeah ~ I knew that i never wasted my time with Cephas and that i love him alot... Its my fault that we ended up this way anyway ~)

TEN.

In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. (Hate those who do that ! >=( )

ELEVEN.

Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE.

Talk slowly but think quickly. (Actually i do the opposite ... zzz)

THIRTEEN.

When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN.

Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. (T_T)

FIFTEEN.

Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN.

When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN.

Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN.

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN.

When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY.

Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice

TWENTY- ONE.

Spend some time alone. (I do that like most of the time can ??? xD)

Life is short ~

They say it takes a minute

to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but then an entire life

to forget them ~

So to those whom i know or knows me, be it friends, family, relatives even enemies (Love thy enemies as thy self, alrights ??? =D) ...

I LOVE YOU

I LOOOVVVVVEEEEEE YYOOOOUUUUU !!! ^^

To those whose reading this post you know you love me too cause i'm too lovable hence i'm irresistable !!! ^^

Hahas ...

Okok shalln't be shameless and irritating anymore ~ =/

Shall give you the answers to the riddle ~! ^^

Have you guys solve the riddle yet ???

Alright the answer is 1.

Did you get this answer mahs ??? =]

Why ???

Because i say so lahs !!! hahas
JOKING LAHS !!! xP

Because hors ~ They already said from the first sentence that "A man was traveling to Kasoa."

That's the answer ...

Tthe rest was just to confuse you ! xD

It says that he met the man and his 7 wives etc at the bus stop

BUT

they never mentioned that the man and his 7 wives etc were going to Kasoa !

Get it get it ???

Hence the answer is 1.

See ! I'm smart ! =X

OKOK BYE ! xP

WELCOME TO MY EMPTY WORLD

2008-09-27T00:48:00.000-07:00

Feel the chill from my cold and empty world ~ =]

VIETNAM TRIP

2008-09-26T01:37:00.000-07:00

Heys ~

Just came back from vietnam a few days back ~ =]

Took like almost 200 photos lors !

Macham see until your eye balls pop out can ???

And there's tons and tons that i can say !
Will tell you guys when we meet alrights ??? ^^

INA - I WANTED YOU

2008-09-15T10:58:00.000-07:00

Ina - I Wanted You

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do

I've been stressing to fall back in love with you

I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through

But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it baby

You've been wonderful in all that you can be

But it hurts when you say that you understand me

So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

[Chorus]
I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I

[Chorus]
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close ...

To being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

[Chorus]
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you …

ihateme

2008-09-14T13:41:00.000-07:00

The chaos of my love life had already made me weak enough ~

Why is it that when i'm beginning to recover,

these have to send me crashing down once more ?

What's worst everything came simultaneously ~

Not even giving me a chance to lift myself up ...

I'm afraid i'll take a longer time to recover this time ...

Please don't expect me to smile as much as before or even get up on my feet immediately after all that had happened ...

It ain't easy as it sounds ~

I need time ...

My heart would have been made of ice if i still could ~

Well it may not be such a bad idea either ...

So what if i used to be a happy-go-lucky and one hell of a crazy girl ...
Setbacks had made me really vulnerable ~

Sorry to disappoint you guys ...

I can't help it ~

I wish i wasn't the way i am either ~

GREAT FRIENDS !!! ^^

2008-09-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

Heys ~

Just got home from work ~ =)

I'm kinda tired already so i'll make it snappy !

Was lazy to go to school two days back ...

Tired lahs ~ ><

Sayang, Sharon, Dashini, Selvi and Nadia came to my house after school and slacked ! xD
Sayang wanted to pass me my present in school but i overslept ~ zzz

Hence she came my house to pass me my present !

It's really really sweet of her ~

Love you sayang ! ^^

Muacks !

Cutie card ! ^^

Sayang even drew a potrait of me can ?! ^^
Besides Cephas, no one else drew a potrait of me le ~

Until sayang did ! =D

I'm not gonna show you what she wrote for me like DUH !

It's meant for me only ~ xD

Except for those who peeked into my card ! >=(

Welcome to the family cutie ~ ^^

Went out with QiFeng and Jason later that day to celebrate my belated birthday ~

We went to Vivo City ! ^^

Ate, slack, chat, took photos ...

heez ~

Had loads of fun with them !

Oh btw i wore the dress and accessories that my buddies gave me ! =D

Jason ~ xD

Jason and QiFeng ! hahas
Jason talk to gf only !

See QiFeng emo liao ~ =X

Joking lahs ~ ^^

Jason and me act cute only ~

hahas !

QiFeng ! =P

Playing with my hair as usual ~ =P

FEET OF THE YEAR !!! ^^

QiFeng and ...

Whose stinky feet is that ??? xP

See how loving they are ~

I feel so extra ... =X

Finally a group photo ! =B

Like this photo alot ~

Find it really cute ! ^^

Jason stop taking photos of yourself ! xD

Just trying to act cute ~ =P

Look at all of the bangalas behind me ... O_O

I find this picture super funny !

I was actually complaining to QiFeng about Jason ...

But it looked like i was quarelling with QiFeng instead !

LOL !

Oh !

And this was what QiFeng and Jason gave me ...

Cute shirt ~ ^^

Love it ! Thanks guys ! =D

I'm suprised on how perfectly this shirt fits me ... It's neither too tight nor too loose ~

And it's really really nice of you guys to send me all the way to my area despite the amount of money left in your card and that you guys are already tired ~

Thanks ~ =)

K i'm gonna sleep now !

BYE

TO ALEX

2008-09-12T02:26:00.000-07:00

Boy ~

It's been hard on you ...

You really don't have to forget ~

At least you once knew that you love her and she loves you

and that the both of you are really happy together ...

Keep those happy and precious moments in your heart ...

That's what memories are for rights ?

Let those memories be a part of you ~

Life is short ...

How many precious memories can you have ?

Why not keep those happy ones right ? =)

You don't have to keep apologising to me ~

It isn't neccessary ...

I'll take it as nothing had happened, alrights ?

Hope this doesn't ruin our friendship ...

Hey we've been friends since secondary 3 sia !

You wanna let this spoil our 4 years of friendship ahs ?

Slap you then you know ~

Hahas ...

And i'm fine, really ~ =]

No worries, alrights ?

Wish you all the best in your love life ~ ^^